.Friday, October 31, 2008 ' 15:38 Y
i learning to be strong n confident in my skills. part 1last wk, this old man nearly coded in the xray department. n i was the onli 1 there. the radiographer don not anything, she kept insisting the pt can go for CT scan. wth, Saturation is dropping la. 73%, kept coughing. chesty. i almost stood there n cry. called my in charge back in the ward, she tot mi wat to do. i noe i must do suctioning but the fact tat i don dare to do. but i manage in the end. seriously, he almost coded. i will die standing if it reali happened.part 2going out duty soon. answered the last col bell of the day, din realise she freak mi off. she said some1 is looking at her n ask mi to chase 'it' off... WTH!!!! my hair stand la. acting calm by asking her to hold on, n asked my in charge to handle. kaoz.... they moved her to another bed. i din dare to walk in. lolx.part 3i reali hate suctioning. when ward is too busy, i reali cant ask any1 to help or supervise mi la. just DO it myself la. abit useless though but reali no guts. 2day is another super busy day. din had the time to pee, drink or sit. no matter hw busy, i will still eat but 2day reali no time to eat. i understand when some1 is reali busy, this is the situation. u rather control ur bladder, save the time walking to the toilet n used it to do ur wrk.just walking briskly for the whole morning serving med, stat dose, do changes, OT cases. in fact all of us is busy la. time passes fast. the IVs is killing mi especially in the morning. n hate most when brannular is blocked. shit!
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