.Friday, June 27, 2008 ' 15:17 Y
my 1st code blue!!!!
i cross my finger everyday nt to c code blue in my shift. this cant be avoided. my in-charge activated it. i tot it was a frank coll... i prayed hard it wasnt real... the moment i look out into the nurses' counter, i saw no1... i ran to the room n saw the defit machine there... SHIT!
i reali don noe wat to do... in my heart i was saying 'wth, y must b my shift'... the doc wan this n tat, i suddenly don understand him. i don noe wat to do. my in-charge was kind enuff to instruct mi n came few nurses frm other ward to help. it was 0730. i did bagging to sunctioning. we did our best.
i went back to my cubicle to continue my medication round. the feeling was bad. i probably got a shock till then. i wanted to do the last office but i got my own team to care.
i cross my finger everyday nt to c code blue in my shift. this cant be avoided. my in-charge activated it. i tot it was a frank coll... i prayed hard it wasnt real... the moment i look out into the nurses' counter, i saw no1... i ran to the room n saw the defit machine there... SHIT!
i reali don noe wat to do... in my heart i was saying 'wth, y must b my shift'... the doc wan this n tat, i suddenly don understand him. i don noe wat to do. my in-charge was kind enuff to instruct mi n came few nurses frm other ward to help. it was 0730. i did bagging to sunctioning. we did our best.
i went back to my cubicle to continue my medication round. the feeling was bad. i probably got a shock till then. i wanted to do the last office but i got my own team to care.
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.Tuesday, June 17, 2008 ' 22:40 Y
my 12th lollipops
new bed, bro fixed the shelve.
1st summon on the 16th june.
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. ' 22:18 Y
just came hme frm JB city square. movie marathon, 'Prom Night' & 'the incredible hulk' again. lolx. i watched it for the 2nd time. 'prom night' is nt bad. the stry kept mi in suspense. i wan to hide but nth to hide tat kind of feeling. lolx. we had a heavy lunch, nt heavy oso la, just normal meals we will eat but it is so full tat i cldnt had dinner. i manage to eat my 'aunty annie' at 3.20Rm. hahahhaha. tat's my main aim to go there.
thks to bangala. i had a long journey hme frm JB to woodland-bishan-hme. rather den bugis-hme. we wanted to c which is faster. faster for him actually. hahaha.
back to the ward 2ml. no mre buddy system. taking case alone. thks to sis for letting mi run alone in AM. she wants to c mi panting n die. AM is always busy but nvm, i have half a day to treasure my youth. lolx.
thks to bangala. i had a long journey hme frm JB to woodland-bishan-hme. rather den bugis-hme. we wanted to c which is faster. faster for him actually. hahaha.
back to the ward 2ml. no mre buddy system. taking case alone. thks to sis for letting mi run alone in AM. she wants to c mi panting n die. AM is always busy but nvm, i have half a day to treasure my youth. lolx.
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.Saturday, June 14, 2008 ' 01:02 Y
some1 rems my lolli. i had received 8 so far. mre to come? i cldnt rem when is the last time i had lollis. coco cola especially. i love them. hahaha. anyway, he gives mi each time he sees mi. tat was thoughtful.next time round, i hpe to go downtown east for a show. ha..... intention to have selegie tou hua, but it's closed. cldnt think of any place to eat desert. ended up going hme. hahaha.
'what happening' movie is XXXXX. wat's happening to the movie. it reminds mi of 'the village'... if any1 watched tat, u will curse n swear.
let's begin my weekend.... long to be off on SAT N SUN. another day of orientation n back to reality.
'what happening' movie is XXXXX. wat's happening to the movie. it reminds mi of 'the village'... if any1 watched tat, u will curse n swear.
let's begin my weekend.... long to be off on SAT N SUN. another day of orientation n back to reality.
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.Wednesday, June 11, 2008 ' 23:41 Y
had movie after orientation. suppose or expect to end early but ended up on time. had a sudden test in between. onli 15 multiple choices. she expect us to take 30mins. lolx. can be done in 10mins.
watched "sex n the city' wft bangala. the show wasnt tat ideal. think it was censored. some scene was funny la. the ice-cream biscuit reali killed mi.
i m falling sick. missing the ward smell, n workload. suddenly the body cldnt take relaxing moment. ahahahaha.
ok... BCLS 2ml. i hate this moment.
watched "sex n the city' wft bangala. the show wasnt tat ideal. think it was censored. some scene was funny la. the ice-cream biscuit reali killed mi.
i m falling sick. missing the ward smell, n workload. suddenly the body cldnt take relaxing moment. ahahahaha.
ok... BCLS 2ml. i hate this moment.
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.Tuesday, June 10, 2008 ' 21:35 Y
having orientation this wk. my collegues all said tat i m already orientated coz i had been wrking for a month. isnt it weird to start an orientation?
i m treating it as a relaxing session. looking forward for my weekends. say a big "NO" to hmewrk when she gives us. BCLS on thur. i HATE that. i hate 30 compressions, n detest ventilation. blow until i wan to faint. reali wan my life!
recolling back last fri... i supposed to be in the lecture room listening to the speaker briefing us abt the hosp history. a "knock" on the door to look for mi. tat was my clerk. sis wants mi to go back to the ward to help out coz they r freaking busy. well, i hardly warm the seat for 10mins n was colled out. anyway, she saved mi frm boredom. hahahaha. i managed to go hme at 2.30pm instead of 5.30pm.
i m treating it as a relaxing session. looking forward for my weekends. say a big "NO" to hmewrk when she gives us. BCLS on thur. i HATE that. i hate 30 compressions, n detest ventilation. blow until i wan to faint. reali wan my life!
recolling back last fri... i supposed to be in the lecture room listening to the speaker briefing us abt the hosp history. a "knock" on the door to look for mi. tat was my clerk. sis wants mi to go back to the ward to help out coz they r freaking busy. well, i hardly warm the seat for 10mins n was colled out. anyway, she saved mi frm boredom. hahahaha. i managed to go hme at 2.30pm instead of 5.30pm.
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.Thursday, June 05, 2008 ' 21:15 Y
this pic taken in tw.
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the person manage to bring it over to SG. onli 3 outlets avaliable. 1 is at parkway, chinatown n i think toa payoh. every sip u drink, u will eat a mouthful of pearl. i so in love wft this drink. when i saw it, i was so happy! i managed to find it ytd while shopping wft nanny!
i having 2 day off this wk. 1 is claim PH. i din wan to claim though. but beggars cant be chosen. take wat is scehduled. i find there is lots of hypo out there. they treat u gd but at the back, they r stabbing u real hard. these actually made mi wan to quit. i just don understand y cant they tel u straight to ur face, wat mistakes u had made. instead of going round gossiping. i reali din wan to participate in the conversation although i m tempted too. hahahaha. but i think keep a distance other den work. no1 is ur fren yt! or shall i say, ur fren can be ur enemy.
my orientation is near the corner. so stupid to attend all this stuff at this moment where i had already worked for 1 month. stupid ++++.
cant wait for my confirmation so tat i can start planning my AL. n wat, AL cant be brought 4ward. nonsense. i nt sure hw many AL i got after pro-rated. probably 11 or 12.5 or even lesser.
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