.Sunday, May 25, 2008 ' 00:02 Y
i made another human error 2day. during sch days, the lecturer emphasis on medication error. hw dangerous n serious it can be! i was nt alert n took for granted. lucky they were kind enuff to shut their mouth. haiz.
i do nt have confident in my skills. I cld perform IM injections during students days wft supervision. but nw, i m shit. i asked help frm SN to supervise mi. Sn asking a Sn... throw face rite. hack care... my mum say'i m still new' ask nw or u will nv get to ask!
Tomolo will be a BETTER day! PM shift all the way. i doubt sis will put mi AM coz i m nt strong to run alone.
i do nt have confident in my skills. I cld perform IM injections during students days wft supervision. but nw, i m shit. i asked help frm SN to supervise mi. Sn asking a Sn... throw face rite. hack care... my mum say'i m still new' ask nw or u will nv get to ask!
Tomolo will be a BETTER day! PM shift all the way. i doubt sis will put mi AM coz i m nt strong to run alone.
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.Friday, May 23, 2008 ' 22:10 Y
i getting used to everything n i might be transfered out. wth... just becoz of ward is overcrowded wft Sn. the previous En r promoting to Sn n either they bring transfer or mi. the Promise i made to her.. since when xia! this wasnt the promise. she just ask mi to helped out if another ward is opened. anything u can say! i got no say. well, very most i will go to OT. although i m very reluctant. i think the enviroment there is much mre better.
my decision to stay on is very shaky. my mum, aunt n uncle r giving mi the determination n reasons y i shld stay! i just find that, they r so fake. wearing a mask, being a hypocrite. i don like the feeling. well, tat's LIFE! u don noe hu is ur true fren yt. besides wrk, there is nth to communicate. i m a mute when i m at wrk. so when u guys see mi, i might nt tok. lolx.
imagining losing count of wat is the day. everyday seems to be a weekday. no weekends. n wat, i haven got an off on weekend yt. doubt there will be a chance.
i made a human error 2day. n i wont 4get this stupid error i have made. this teaches mi to be mre observant n careful!
my decision to stay on is very shaky. my mum, aunt n uncle r giving mi the determination n reasons y i shld stay! i just find that, they r so fake. wearing a mask, being a hypocrite. i don like the feeling. well, tat's LIFE! u don noe hu is ur true fren yt. besides wrk, there is nth to communicate. i m a mute when i m at wrk. so when u guys see mi, i might nt tok. lolx.
imagining losing count of wat is the day. everyday seems to be a weekday. no weekends. n wat, i haven got an off on weekend yt. doubt there will be a chance.
i made a human error 2day. n i wont 4get this stupid error i have made. this teaches mi to be mre observant n careful!
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.Tuesday, May 13, 2008 ' 09:19 Y
wat m i doing at this hr when i m supposed to enjoy my slp?
well, i woke up early to have breakfast wft bangala kiat at kovan mac. i finally got to eat my macgrillers. the difference is the bread. it is some sort of hotcakes taste. i m dwn wft flu n slight sore thorat after having the hashbrown n milo. my body cld nt take the heatness. a heavy blow. i don wan to take unpaid medical leave. i started wrk in the middle of may, if this continues, i m going to bring hme peanuts.
well, i woke up early to have breakfast wft bangala kiat at kovan mac. i finally got to eat my macgrillers. the difference is the bread. it is some sort of hotcakes taste. i m dwn wft flu n slight sore thorat after having the hashbrown n milo. my body cld nt take the heatness. a heavy blow. i don wan to take unpaid medical leave. i started wrk in the middle of may, if this continues, i m going to bring hme peanuts.
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.Monday, May 12, 2008 ' 18:25 Y
i was expecting orientation on the 1st day of wrk. nv did i noe tat, i just nid to sign the employment papers n straight to the ward. tat was pretty fast ok! wat the things i can do as a SN, can i give IV n stuff... nt instructed.
when i passed by the ward to walk to HR, they were cheering n teasing mi. colling mi SN! omg... i m nt used. just so pai seh n smiled. i look diff wft my new hairstyle, dyed my hair n my hair is longer compared to PRCP. i felt welcomed... sister was asking whether i changed my hairstyle? my sis very observant rite. still rem mi! so touched. haha. 1 of my collegues used to be a Sn when i was having PRCP.. but nw is SSN.. she is my preceptor. so surprised to c so many changes within 3mths... she gave mi a orientation of the ward. i'm much happier partnering her rather den others. hpfully will be wft her for 2wks.
i felt like a wandering soul. i missed the report taking n entered half way. floating ard the whole shift. i even signed my name as NYP n nt SN. lolx. n i was being laughed by my mistake. the doc came telling mi abt the pt's condition. i was thinking "wth, y u tel mi".. oh, i m a SN. almost forgot my post. haha. the colour i m wearing nw doesnt suits mi la. i prefer n missed the white uniform. guess wat.. OFF 2ml. i bearly start wrk n having off so soon. the sister wanted to give mi off on sun IF i helped out at the fun fair. wth! i reject her offer. that is nt = off lor.
when i passed by the ward to walk to HR, they were cheering n teasing mi. colling mi SN! omg... i m nt used. just so pai seh n smiled. i look diff wft my new hairstyle, dyed my hair n my hair is longer compared to PRCP. i felt welcomed... sister was asking whether i changed my hairstyle? my sis very observant rite. still rem mi! so touched. haha. 1 of my collegues used to be a Sn when i was having PRCP.. but nw is SSN.. she is my preceptor. so surprised to c so many changes within 3mths... she gave mi a orientation of the ward. i'm much happier partnering her rather den others. hpfully will be wft her for 2wks.
i felt like a wandering soul. i missed the report taking n entered half way. floating ard the whole shift. i even signed my name as NYP n nt SN. lolx. n i was being laughed by my mistake. the doc came telling mi abt the pt's condition. i was thinking "wth, y u tel mi".. oh, i m a SN. almost forgot my post. haha. the colour i m wearing nw doesnt suits mi la. i prefer n missed the white uniform. guess wat.. OFF 2ml. i bearly start wrk n having off so soon. the sister wanted to give mi off on sun IF i helped out at the fun fair. wth! i reject her offer. that is nt = off lor.
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.Saturday, May 10, 2008 ' 01:18 Y
watched 'speed racer' 2day. i don reali like it. nt realistic. the cinema was filled wft students. they r so damm fucking noisy. this grp of boys sat behind my row. i hate it. kept shaking my chair. damm pissed. it like they r having spasm.
my tongue is burning after i had 'bat ku teh' for dinner. i drank the soup tat nanny had boiled. i upper jaw n tongue just feel so uncomfortable nw. shuts!
my tongue is burning after i had 'bat ku teh' for dinner. i drank the soup tat nanny had boiled. i upper jaw n tongue just feel so uncomfortable nw. shuts!
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.Wednesday, May 07, 2008 ' 21:19 Y
i like this kind of life. woke up at 1.30pm. watch my HK series, take a nap, eat. thinking about going to wrk on mon makes mi cry! i don noe y. i m nt prepare to be a SN. the rank is a stress to mi. thinking about drugs, dignosis, peers and patients.... argh!!!! i reali wan to cry. but i tel myself to take it easy. learn frm the start n slowly crawl to success! i wan to be in my mother's womb!
had shushi tei wft mum n bro. its been quite some time we had dinner 2gather. the food is nt cheap but it's fresh. something diff for once.
simply love this LCD as my com. so nice to watch movies n shows online. but too bad, it's ah xia! she's so shocked tat i m interested to take a pic of her screen. lolx. she nv see some1 so overwhelmed.
had shushi tei wft mum n bro. its been quite some time we had dinner 2gather. the food is nt cheap but it's fresh. something diff for once.
simply love this LCD as my com. so nice to watch movies n shows online. but too bad, it's ah xia! she's so shocked tat i m interested to take a pic of her screen. lolx. she nv see some1 so overwhelmed.
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.Tuesday, May 06, 2008 ' 23:42 Y
money is running dry. desperately went back do to 1 day admin at least can cover cost for mother's day. haha. this morning mood is real dwn. crawl out of my bed to get to wrk. i m so lazy! anyway, there r 2 werid incident i occured.
incident 1:
morning train to boon lay. when the train door opened, the person infront hesitated to step in. becoz there is a pool of vomitus on the floor. some undigested breakfast this inconsiderate person had... at every station, i have been looking at the person reaction, the min they stepped in. sme proceed to another door while some tip toes in. at lavender station, this middle age man walked in wft his head up... stepped on the vomitus, glided n ALMOST kissed the floor. eeew.... i was smiling when i saw tat.(ok i noe it is bad but i cldnt help it) he was cursing n swearing.
Lesson learnt: sometimes it is gd to walk wft ur heads dwn!
incident 2:
after work, walking toward bugis train station. i was about to go dwn the escalator, this indian man, like lost his soul, walking 2wards the opp direction of the escalator. he stepped on it n looked up. he quickly stepped back. WTH!!! this is funny. his reaction like sme 'kungfu' master. hahahahaha. (i know this is bad to laugh)
met xia n chit chatted. its been quite sme time we chatted. i reali forgetten the exciting news tat i shld share wft her. she supposed to mit be at my place after sending mi to pick my dad's car... ended up losting her way, n had a changed of plan. haiz... 4ever cant recognize the roads. faintz!
i had watched iron man. i reali like this show. the cars, house n the technology. proof... NICE! Speechless! nanny is also in love wft it. senior citizen pays onli 4 bucks!!! c'mon... is damm worth!
incident 1:
morning train to boon lay. when the train door opened, the person infront hesitated to step in. becoz there is a pool of vomitus on the floor. some undigested breakfast this inconsiderate person had... at every station, i have been looking at the person reaction, the min they stepped in. sme proceed to another door while some tip toes in. at lavender station, this middle age man walked in wft his head up... stepped on the vomitus, glided n ALMOST kissed the floor. eeew.... i was smiling when i saw tat.(ok i noe it is bad but i cldnt help it) he was cursing n swearing.
Lesson learnt: sometimes it is gd to walk wft ur heads dwn!
incident 2:
after work, walking toward bugis train station. i was about to go dwn the escalator, this indian man, like lost his soul, walking 2wards the opp direction of the escalator. he stepped on it n looked up. he quickly stepped back. WTH!!! this is funny. his reaction like sme 'kungfu' master. hahahahaha. (i know this is bad to laugh)
met xia n chit chatted. its been quite sme time we chatted. i reali forgetten the exciting news tat i shld share wft her. she supposed to mit be at my place after sending mi to pick my dad's car... ended up losting her way, n had a changed of plan. haiz... 4ever cant recognize the roads. faintz!
i had watched iron man. i reali like this show. the cars, house n the technology. proof... NICE! Speechless! nanny is also in love wft it. senior citizen pays onli 4 bucks!!! c'mon... is damm worth!
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.Friday, May 02, 2008 ' 23:41 Y
had ice cream n mudpie for supper wft godma n mummy after roasary prayers. it had been quite some time we invited ppl to our hse. but the weather is freaking hot... 3 fans out in the living room. as usual, the scoop at ICE place is small. n the price is $9.90. nt worth la.
so into korean show nw. after watching lee joon gi- 'the time between dog n wolf'-rank 2 in korean... nw watching 'flowers for my life'... hahha.
so into korean show nw. after watching lee joon gi- 'the time between dog n wolf'-rank 2 in korean... nw watching 'flowers for my life'... hahha.
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